Thinking about it over and over. I can’t help but ask myself why? Why im still here.. though everyday you feel pain.. why love for real? If you know everything is just fantasy.. why not let go? If you know sooner or later he’ll gonna leave. Why keep something/someone you know from the beginning wasn’t even yours. I’m a thief.. a fool thief.. trying to steal something i know im not capable of. Beleiving its mine though i know it wasn’t. So horrible.